p.s: will still update here whenever i can. adios! :D
11 October, 2009
Hey!
sorry for being missing for so long, have been really busy with work, family & friends.. okay partly cuz i am getting abit lazy to blog. just a short update before i finally summon the concentration to upload ALL my photos here in one shot (cuz no one wants to read a wordy blog right?).. PROMISE!!
workwise, been feeling better now (thanks dine (: ), hmm if i've come across to you as emo/attitude/moody/wierd, so sorry x1000 !! getting more and more like a workaholic now, work work and more work! sometimes i really do enjoy working. haha siao liao~
found myself (finally) the course i wanted. if nothing goes wrong, i will be a student come january 2010. and $20k poorer. damn why is uni school fees so expensive?! i have to eat bread for like what, 5+ years after (to pay back e bank loan)? but anyway got kaki who will b studying with me, not bad la hoh. well, this time if i sink my feet (or rather both feet) down into a part-time course, make sure there is no more cock-up again. will take these coming two months ponder once more~
received the long awaited letter from CPF. :( have to start to contribute $$ back to my papa's CPF account for the poly school fees. $_$ somehow, not a very good feeling. but if i tighten my purse strings, it shld be alright. think instead of eating bread i might end up eating air!
spend less on shopping! but... you know lah, abit hard for me but i will continue trying, so my dears you shld know what to do when out shopping hor! ROAR at me!!
oh yes pls continue to support http://flowersinthesand.blogspot.com even though i will be shifting to a wordpress blog soon. already done the importing of entries from blogger but i am still tweaking the blog here and there. because the World Wide Web is soooo WIDE, i want to personalise my blog abit! (personalise as in keep some things more personal) neh neh ni poo poo =P but will not close this blog as it's been my friend since Secondary 4. Memories.. (if u got time then can go read my archives, i am proud of it, since 2004 leh!! *_*)
will update more again (this time for real)! till then, much love!
buieh
28 September, 2009
today was by far the most angsty day throughout my working life. but after some pondering, no point being pissed! some things will not change.
or rather, some things might change. the volatility.
VESTITOplace is finally open! go support lao niang's shop! =D
17 July, 2009
some sneak peek photo updates before everyone comes back frm lunch =P
hehe..
01 July, 2009
Finally set up my twitter (after so long zzz), able to update here thru twitter if i dont have the time to update online. Lol.. This domain has become rather dormant over the past few months, been so busy with work and APLT that i hardly have time to go online. T.T
Oh and i've just had my 21st birthday not too long ago! Thanks everyone for making my 21st so memorable, my papa mama and sis, godpapa godmama, sexy4 happy2 ong alvin eric, ying jibee kluh rence cf, a big hug to all of you for the suprise, the decorations and all the ballons and for helping me out all the way! Thought i was dead for the decorations totally forgot abt it, very gan dong :D
Thanks ibimbo too, with love from ur greatest leader :P
For those who turned up, a big thanks to all of you too :)
And thanks to again sexy4 nini ong alvin for the dinner on my birthday itself.. Hehe muacks!
And thanks to my colleagues for the lunch treat :) Maggie Stingray and Wendy!
Funny thing is, i had Manhattan Fish Market for lunch, and Fish&Co for dinner, and the thing is i hardly eat fish. LOL!
ROAR i'm 21!! Hahaha
***
Bangkok was fun! First time having such shopping trip overseas with friends. Second overseas trip with my sexies. Had a good time shopping! Minus some stuff i wanted to get, saw it there, but didnt manage to get even though i keep reminding myself so mny times.. Blur me. But its okay! :) More bangkok trips next year okay my sexies! Next up: Kexin's Dec birthday getaway.. :D
Photos will up when i've got the full set lol..
So tempted to get a polaroid for myself! I want an instax mini! :P
And i realised i've been blogging so emo-ly for the previous entries. Might be due to the feeling of emptiness (cuz i'm jobless?) at that time. After reading it now, i have this o.0 look on my face! So shy.. But i'm excited to get back to work on Friday!
No need to quarrantine myself lah!
07 June, 2009
enough is enough
02 May, 2009
The first week has passed. Hectic life, but i'm enjoying it. Somehow it makes me feel that i am living my life with a purpose and not just slacking.. And that i wanna excel in whatever I'm doing (trying hard). Though tiring, its worth it. And it was the first time i can fully understand what Mr Pok is talking abt during his lecture.. miracle man, haha!
Things have changed.. and so does my perspective on other things. Looking back, i realised how childish (in terms of thinking)/bad i am and as i move on, i begin to see things in a new light. But i still dont mind acting cute sometimes wahahaha =P
Work, comes with many responsibilites. For yourself and everyone around you. No longer am I treated as a teen, and I'm an adult now. So many new things to learn, its like a new learning journey. Auntie Jennie is right, working life outside is totally different from ITE where we are just temp staff and working enviroment is carefree.. Everyone will be looking at you, thus you have to do your job well, and present yourself well. And plus the fact that i have been entrusted with jobs with such a heavy resonsibility to do even on the first wk of work makes me feel good. Like i am part of their section, not just a "baby" newbie. So right now I'll be working hard on my meticulousity, and going forward many other things to improve as well :)
And now whenever i see a public holiday, i get excited.. woohoo got holiday! hahaha..
Can't wait for June to come! MANY happenings! Except Mid-Sem Tests.. o.0
21 April, 2009
tonight i got advanced theory test today i havent studied yet
I AM GONNA FAIL!!! :(
*TC u can choose to ignore my the "i wanna go shopping" in my reply tag cuz it was a spur of e moment kind of thing. u want i oso dont mind lah can help me carry shopping bags OOPS.........
but i still wanna go shopping!
ok i better stop using the com and get my ass down to at least skim thru the book! later if i fail.. hai sian, when can i drive man!
yesterday was the start of sch. i am a student again! haha
saw some familiar faces here and there.. and of course yellow rubberband, who will be the same class as me (yx, hot news bo!) hahaha okay so ytd was kinda wad i have expected.. and got no try to b funny-action bedek kind of ppl. heng ah.. hahaha and sw and i went home hungry. damn hungry..........
and i realised i'd prefer night classes to day sessions at any given time of the day. hmm.. wait till i start work next wk. kinda excited and horrified at the same time..horrified that i'll have my sleeping hours cut short drastically LOL well shall adjust that slowly.
19 April, 2009
I am not perfect, and I know that. I do not have the looks and the body (HAHA the vanity!). I know that there are certain actions/things are already deemed inappropriate and are being frowned upon. You are suppposed to refrain from doing it, so as to set an example, to feel good with yourself, blah blah.. and yet subconsciously I am doing it. No good.. and it makes me feel so disappointed, angry and disgusted with myself, why am I like that? I am a bad person! What will others think of me.. I dont wanna give ppl wrong impression!!
Still trying to find myself, the real me, so as to guide to the real way, to change for the better. To become a more desirable person (haha)! Because I am not perfect! HHAHAHA still learning and picking up.. which is a significant learning point of my life journey. Why am i being so poignant haha
Because i realised that i can have two different personalities at two different places at any one time.. Wah!
After some wondering thoughts randomly and thinking about it, yea so random right. So the purpose of this entry is to remind my constantly about what am I supposed to do.. Hahaha!
POSTNOTE: This is not an emo post. This is original literary work from yours truely. This is not trageted specifically at something or someone. This person here is perfectly alright, just that she wants to write it down here to remember it because this is her blog! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
AND I AM LATE FOR MY GUZHENG LESSON!!!!!!! BYE!
07 April, 2009
you can say life is a long journey, but it also can be an abrupt one too. how fragile is life?
RIP, M's mommy..
30 March, 2009
interpersonal relationships (the musings):
someone might be your priority. but u might not be the priority of that someone.
you might be someone's priority. but that someone might not be your priority.
***
you want to be in the circle. you want others to be in your circle. you want to be in others' circle. others want you to be in their circle. others want to be in your circle.
sometimes that might not be the case. complications!
this circle can also interlink with other circles or also contain other circles (not only one), like a venn diagram.
you can use e circle as a middleman. e circle can also use u as a middleman. or, another person can use u as a middleman (ulimate). or the middleman can use u okay nevermind.
endpoint: (a)ANOTHER CIRCLE (b) that same circle
so what is deemed like a circle might not be a circle after all.
***
same goes for boundaries.
either you set your own boundaries, or that someone sets his/her boundaries, or both have their own boundaries. you want to stay in the circle of boundaries. so does that someone. or both wants to stay in their boundaries even. both might choose not to. you do not want to cross that boundary. that someone does not want to cross it too.
or rather, you cant be bothered.
go figure.
. . .
p/s: the "someone" used in this entry can mean something/it/him/her/them/whatever. I am not pin-pointing. p/p/s: if you dont understand e above, then dont bother to. maybe only i can understand it after all. Haha. p/p/s: nothing is happening. i am not emo-ing. neither am i drawing circles at a corner. i am just rambling randomly! or that's what went "zoom" past my mind. i am a happy / contented girl now (because i jus found another job) :)
lastly: BANGKOK! ROAR!
and i love my girls! (and TC u are also considered girl from now on hor, i'm lazy to type until so long thanks)
sexy four back in action! :D
24 March, 2009
happier times
(the first 21st bdday of 2009: part I and II) on a totally unrelated sidenote i'm really excited for our sexies' bkk trip in june! ROAR! :D:D
okay i'm tired bye
edit @ 250309 1242: aiya jus continue lah lol
***
okay tt's all i'm really gonna sleep soon bye
16 March, 2009
hmm i am having a mind block as usual.
meanwhile, enjoy this. i think its cool, the front two items lol
06 March, 2009
Dear Diary,
Ha! I'm not dead yet, its just that plain laziness got the better of me. i read blogs but hardly update mine. well that's the irony.. or its just me being lazy!
yep so caught marley and me today. super buay tahan that show, made me drop some tears! :( especially the part where marley had to go.. wonder what will i do if butter left me someday in the future. that day will come though.. guess i'll keep crying and crying, and crying.. i'll be so damn sad okay! the movie made me have the urge to fly home and kiss butter all over the place and say "i love you muacks", not before chilling at starbucks and ordering a venti caramel macchiato, which had proven to be a big mistake. the venti-sized cup for hot drinks is not the same as the cold ones.. it was freaking big man, comparable to a beer mug? okay maybe 3-quarter of a beer mug. i was stunned when i saw the cup. abit noobish but yea. how stunning (pun intended). and so i finished the whole cup of coffee, had some chat and gossip, went home and paid a visit to the toilet bowl. well that's coffee for you, an all-natural & effective laxative. for me i guess. lol
got down to exercising (really!) and i aim to make it a habit to exercise at least once a week. *fingers crossed*
starting school soon! i am becoming a student again! i feel so young man! wahahhaaa!
and well, that's me being random, randomly blogging about something random on a random day like this. hmm maybe because i have the urge to blog. nothing much nowadays.. cest la vie. in this recession period i just wanna pray that everything goes smoothly. no need to be something of a real deal, a good deal or whatever but i hope that everything flows right and smooth and normally.. i dont expect much, dont expect something very good to befall on me, the norm is good enough. just the basic if fine, if you get that i mean. no stunts please thank you very much, and i'll be a contented girl too. :D and one more thing, i am happliy single okay! happily single! stop spicing me up with something which will not happen! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
p.s: sorry ah ying, pictures up soon ah! i need my beauty sleep for now... hehehe :)
xoxo, cute_n_warm@hotmail.com
14 February, 2009
hehehe :)
when i get the photos frm joey cfm will blog more and a one-liner entry one lah! hahaha
on a sidenote my lovely puppy butter is a puppy no more. she started her menses already. technically speaking, she's on heat.. o.0
11 February, 2009
goodbye, once and for all.
05 February, 2009
so far CNY this year has been good. well, almost.
and i wanna bang my head against the wall for being such an idiot. a complete idiot!
31 January, 2009
my pet hamster just passed on this morning. rest in peace ham.
Hello!
10 March, 2011
Hi, just to blow some dust away from this blog :)
Looking at past entries and photos brings back fond memories. Now where have my old photos gone??
p.s: will still update here whenever i can. adios! :D
11 October, 2009
Hey!
sorry for being missing for so long, have been really busy with work, family & friends.. okay partly cuz i am getting abit lazy to blog. just a short update before i finally summon the concentration to upload ALL my photos here in one shot (cuz no one wants to read a wordy blog right?).. PROMISE!!
workwise, been feeling better now (thanks dine (: ), hmm if i've come across to you as emo/attitude/moody/wierd, so sorry x1000 !! getting more and more like a workaholic now, work work and more work! sometimes i really do enjoy working. haha siao liao~
found myself (finally) the course i wanted. if nothing goes wrong, i will be a student come january 2010. and $20k poorer. damn why is uni school fees so expensive?! i have to eat bread for like what, 5+ years after (to pay back e bank loan)? but anyway got kaki who will b studying with me, not bad la hoh. well, this time if i sink my feet (or rather both feet) down into a part-time course, make sure there is no more cock-up again. will take these coming two months ponder once more~
received the long awaited letter from CPF. :( have to start to contribute $$ back to my papa's CPF account for the poly school fees. $_$ somehow, not a very good feeling. but if i tighten my purse strings, it shld be alright. think instead of eating bread i might end up eating air!
spend less on shopping! but... you know lah, abit hard for me but i will continue trying, so my dears you shld know what to do when out shopping hor! ROAR at me!!
oh yes pls continue to support http://flowersinthesand.blogspot.com even though i will be shifting to a wordpress blog soon. already done the importing of entries from blogger but i am still tweaking the blog here and there. because the World Wide Web is soooo WIDE, i want to personalise my blog abit! (personalise as in keep some things more personal) neh neh ni poo poo =P but will not close this blog as it's been my friend since Secondary 4. Memories.. (if u got time then can go read my archives, i am proud of it, since 2004 leh!! *_*)
will update more again (this time for real)! till then, much love!
buieh
28 September, 2009
today was by far the most angsty day throughout my working life. but after some pondering, no point being pissed! some things will not change.
or rather, some things might change. the volatility.
VESTITOplace is finally open! go support lao niang's shop! =D
17 July, 2009
some sneak peek photo updates before everyone comes back frm lunch =P
hehe..
01 July, 2009
Finally set up my twitter (after so long zzz), able to update here thru twitter if i dont have the time to update online. Lol.. This domain has become rather dormant over the past few months, been so busy with work and APLT that i hardly have time to go online. T.T
Oh and i've just had my 21st birthday not too long ago! Thanks everyone for making my 21st so memorable, my papa mama and sis, godpapa godmama, sexy4 happy2 ong alvin eric, ying jibee kluh rence cf, a big hug to all of you for the suprise, the decorations and all the ballons and for helping me out all the way! Thought i was dead for the decorations totally forgot abt it, very gan dong :D
Thanks ibimbo too, with love from ur greatest leader :P
For those who turned up, a big thanks to all of you too :)
And thanks to again sexy4 nini ong alvin for the dinner on my birthday itself.. Hehe muacks!
And thanks to my colleagues for the lunch treat :) Maggie Stingray and Wendy!
Funny thing is, i had Manhattan Fish Market for lunch, and Fish&Co for dinner, and the thing is i hardly eat fish. LOL!
ROAR i'm 21!! Hahaha
***
Bangkok was fun! First time having such shopping trip overseas with friends. Second overseas trip with my sexies. Had a good time shopping! Minus some stuff i wanted to get, saw it there, but didnt manage to get even though i keep reminding myself so mny times.. Blur me. But its okay! :) More bangkok trips next year okay my sexies! Next up: Kexin's Dec birthday getaway.. :D
Photos will up when i've got the full set lol..
So tempted to get a polaroid for myself! I want an instax mini! :P
And i realised i've been blogging so emo-ly for the previous entries. Might be due to the feeling of emptiness (cuz i'm jobless?) at that time. After reading it now, i have this o.0 look on my face! So shy.. But i'm excited to get back to work on Friday!
No need to quarrantine myself lah!
07 June, 2009
enough is enough
02 May, 2009
The first week has passed. Hectic life, but i'm enjoying it. Somehow it makes me feel that i am living my life with a purpose and not just slacking.. And that i wanna excel in whatever I'm doing (trying hard). Though tiring, its worth it. And it was the first time i can fully understand what Mr Pok is talking abt during his lecture.. miracle man, haha!
Things have changed.. and so does my perspective on other things. Looking back, i realised how childish (in terms of thinking)/bad i am and as i move on, i begin to see things in a new light. But i still dont mind acting cute sometimes wahahaha =P
Work, comes with many responsibilites. For yourself and everyone around you. No longer am I treated as a teen, and I'm an adult now. So many new things to learn, its like a new learning journey. Auntie Jennie is right, working life outside is totally different from ITE where we are just temp staff and working enviroment is carefree.. Everyone will be looking at you, thus you have to do your job well, and present yourself well. And plus the fact that i have been entrusted with jobs with such a heavy resonsibility to do even on the first wk of work makes me feel good. Like i am part of their section, not just a "baby" newbie. So right now I'll be working hard on my meticulousity, and going forward many other things to improve as well :)
And now whenever i see a public holiday, i get excited.. woohoo got holiday! hahaha..
Can't wait for June to come! MANY happenings! Except Mid-Sem Tests.. o.0
21 April, 2009
tonight i got advanced theory test today i havent studied yet
I AM GONNA FAIL!!! :(
*TC u can choose to ignore my the "i wanna go shopping" in my reply tag cuz it was a spur of e moment kind of thing. u want i oso dont mind lah can help me carry shopping bags OOPS.........
but i still wanna go shopping!
ok i better stop using the com and get my ass down to at least skim thru the book! later if i fail.. hai sian, when can i drive man!
yesterday was the start of sch. i am a student again! haha
saw some familiar faces here and there.. and of course yellow rubberband, who will be the same class as me (yx, hot news bo!) hahaha okay so ytd was kinda wad i have expected.. and got no try to b funny-action bedek kind of ppl. heng ah.. hahaha and sw and i went home hungry. damn hungry..........
and i realised i'd prefer night classes to day sessions at any given time of the day. hmm.. wait till i start work next wk. kinda excited and horrified at the same time..horrified that i'll have my sleeping hours cut short drastically LOL well shall adjust that slowly.
19 April, 2009
I am not perfect, and I know that. I do not have the looks and the body (HAHA the vanity!). I know that there are certain actions/things are already deemed inappropriate and are being frowned upon. You are suppposed to refrain from doing it, so as to set an example, to feel good with yourself, blah blah.. and yet subconsciously I am doing it. No good.. and it makes me feel so disappointed, angry and disgusted with myself, why am I like that? I am a bad person! What will others think of me.. I dont wanna give ppl wrong impression!!
Still trying to find myself, the real me, so as to guide to the real way, to change for the better. To become a more desirable person (haha)! Because I am not perfect! HHAHAHA still learning and picking up.. which is a significant learning point of my life journey. Why am i being so poignant haha
Because i realised that i can have two different personalities at two different places at any one time.. Wah!
After some wondering thoughts randomly and thinking about it, yea so random right. So the purpose of this entry is to remind my constantly about what am I supposed to do.. Hahaha!
POSTNOTE: This is not an emo post. This is original literary work from yours truely. This is not trageted specifically at something or someone. This person here is perfectly alright, just that she wants to write it down here to remember it because this is her blog! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
AND I AM LATE FOR MY GUZHENG LESSON!!!!!!! BYE!
07 April, 2009
you can say life is a long journey, but it also can be an abrupt one too. how fragile is life?
RIP, M's mommy..
30 March, 2009
interpersonal relationships (the musings):
someone might be your priority. but u might not be the priority of that someone.
you might be someone's priority. but that someone might not be your priority.
***
you want to be in the circle. you want others to be in your circle. you want to be in others' circle. others want you to be in their circle. others want to be in your circle.
sometimes that might not be the case. complications!
this circle can also interlink with other circles or also contain other circles (not only one), like a venn diagram.
you can use e circle as a middleman. e circle can also use u as a middleman. or, another person can use u as a middleman (ulimate). or the middleman can use u okay nevermind.
endpoint: (a)ANOTHER CIRCLE (b) that same circle
so what is deemed like a circle might not be a circle after all.
***
same goes for boundaries.
either you set your own boundaries, or that someone sets his/her boundaries, or both have their own boundaries. you want to stay in the circle of boundaries. so does that someone. or both wants to stay in their boundaries even. both might choose not to. you do not want to cross that boundary. that someone does not want to cross it too.
or rather, you cant be bothered.
go figure.
. . .
p/s: the "someone" used in this entry can mean something/it/him/her/them/whatever. I am not pin-pointing. p/p/s: if you dont understand e above, then dont bother to. maybe only i can understand it after all. Haha. p/p/s: nothing is happening. i am not emo-ing. neither am i drawing circles at a corner. i am just rambling randomly! or that's what went "zoom" past my mind. i am a happy / contented girl now (because i jus found another job) :)
lastly: BANGKOK! ROAR!
and i love my girls! (and TC u are also considered girl from now on hor, i'm lazy to type until so long thanks)
sexy four back in action! :D
24 March, 2009
happier times
(the first 21st bdday of 2009: part I and II) on a totally unrelated sidenote i'm really excited for our sexies' bkk trip in june! ROAR! :D:D
okay i'm tired bye
edit @ 250309 1242: aiya jus continue lah lol
***
okay tt's all i'm really gonna sleep soon bye
16 March, 2009
hmm i am having a mind block as usual.
meanwhile, enjoy this. i think its cool, the front two items lol
06 March, 2009
Dear Diary,
Ha! I'm not dead yet, its just that plain laziness got the better of me. i read blogs but hardly update mine. well that's the irony.. or its just me being lazy!
yep so caught marley and me today. super buay tahan that show, made me drop some tears! :( especially the part where marley had to go.. wonder what will i do if butter left me someday in the future. that day will come though.. guess i'll keep crying and crying, and crying.. i'll be so damn sad okay! the movie made me have the urge to fly home and kiss butter all over the place and say "i love you muacks", not before chilling at starbucks and ordering a venti caramel macchiato, which had proven to be a big mistake. the venti-sized cup for hot drinks is not the same as the cold ones.. it was freaking big man, comparable to a beer mug? okay maybe 3-quarter of a beer mug. i was stunned when i saw the cup. abit noobish but yea. how stunning (pun intended). and so i finished the whole cup of coffee, had some chat and gossip, went home and paid a visit to the toilet bowl. well that's coffee for you, an all-natural & effective laxative. for me i guess. lol
got down to exercising (really!) and i aim to make it a habit to exercise at least once a week. *fingers crossed*
starting school soon! i am becoming a student again! i feel so young man! wahahhaaa!
and well, that's me being random, randomly blogging about something random on a random day like this. hmm maybe because i have the urge to blog. nothing much nowadays.. cest la vie. in this recession period i just wanna pray that everything goes smoothly. no need to be something of a real deal, a good deal or whatever but i hope that everything flows right and smooth and normally.. i dont expect much, dont expect something very good to befall on me, the norm is good enough. just the basic if fine, if you get that i mean. no stunts please thank you very much, and i'll be a contented girl too. :D and one more thing, i am happliy single okay! happily single! stop spicing me up with something which will not happen! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
p.s: sorry ah ying, pictures up soon ah! i need my beauty sleep for now... hehehe :)
xoxo, cute_n_warm@hotmail.com
14 February, 2009
hehehe :)
when i get the photos frm joey cfm will blog more and a one-liner entry one lah! hahaha
on a sidenote my lovely puppy butter is a puppy no more. she started her menses already. technically speaking, she's on heat.. o.0
11 February, 2009
goodbye, once and for all.
05 February, 2009
so far CNY this year has been good. well, almost.
and i wanna bang my head against the wall for being such an idiot. a complete idiot!
31 January, 2009
my pet hamster just passed on this morning. rest in peace ham.
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Delphine
or u can call me buieh
Just Turned 21 :)
16 June 1988
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