21 April, 2009
tonight i got advanced theory test
today i havent studied yet
I AM GONNA FAIL!!! :(
*TC u can choose to ignore my the "i wanna go shopping" in my reply tag cuz it was a spur of e moment kind of thing. u want i oso dont mind lah can help me carry shopping bags
OOPS.........
but i still wanna go shopping!
ok i better stop using the com and get my ass down to at least skim thru the book! later if i fail.. hai sian, when can i drive man!
yesterday was the start of sch. i am a student again! haha
saw some familiar faces here and there.. and of course
yellow rubberband, who will be the same class as me (yx, hot news bo!) hahaha okay so ytd was kinda wad i have expected.. and got no try to b funny-action bedek kind of ppl. heng ah.. hahaha and sw and i went home hungry. damn hungry..........
and i realised i'd prefer night classes to day sessions at any given time of the day. hmm.. wait till i start work next wk. kinda excited and horrified at the same time..horrified that i'll have my sleeping hours cut short
drastically LOL well shall adjust that slowly.
19 April, 2009
I am not perfect, and I know that. I do not have the looks and the body (HAHA the vanity!). I know that there are certain actions/things are already deemed inappropriate and are being frowned upon. You are suppposed to refrain from doing it, so as to set an example, to feel good with yourself, blah blah.. and yet
subconsciously I am doing it. No good.. and it makes me feel so disappointed, angry and disgusted with myself, why am I like that? I am a bad person! What will others think of me.. I dont wanna give ppl wrong impression!!
Still trying to find myself, the real me, so as to guide to the real way, to change for the better. To become a more desirable person (haha)! Because I am not perfect! HHAHAHA still learning and picking up.. which is a significant learning point of my life journey. Why am i being so poignant haha
Because i realised that i can have two different personalities at two different places at any one time.. Wah!
After some wondering thoughts randomly and thinking about it, yea so random right. So the purpose of this entry is to remind my constantly about what am I supposed to do.. Hahaha!
POSTNOTE: This is not an emo post. This is original literary work from yours truely. This is not trageted specifically at something or someone. This person here is perfectly alright, just that she wants to write it down here to remember it because this is her blog! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
AND I AM LATE FOR MY GUZHENG LESSON!!!!!!! BYE!
07 April, 2009
you can say life is a long journey, but it also can be an abrupt one too.
how fragile is life?
RIP, M's mommy..
21 April, 2009
tonight i got advanced theory test
today i havent studied yet
I AM GONNA FAIL!!! :(
*TC u can choose to ignore my the "i wanna go shopping" in my reply tag cuz it was a spur of e moment kind of thing. u want i oso dont mind lah can help me carry shopping bags
OOPS.........
but i still wanna go shopping!
ok i better stop using the com and get my ass down to at least skim thru the book! later if i fail.. hai sian, when can i drive man!
yesterday was the start of sch. i am a student again! haha
saw some familiar faces here and there.. and of course
yellow rubberband, who will be the same class as me (yx, hot news bo!) hahaha okay so ytd was kinda wad i have expected.. and got no try to b funny-action bedek kind of ppl. heng ah.. hahaha and sw and i went home hungry. damn hungry..........
and i realised i'd prefer night classes to day sessions at any given time of the day. hmm.. wait till i start work next wk. kinda excited and horrified at the same time..horrified that i'll have my sleeping hours cut short
drastically LOL well shall adjust that slowly.
19 April, 2009
I am not perfect, and I know that. I do not have the looks and the body (HAHA the vanity!). I know that there are certain actions/things are already deemed inappropriate and are being frowned upon. You are suppposed to refrain from doing it, so as to set an example, to feel good with yourself, blah blah.. and yet
subconsciously I am doing it. No good.. and it makes me feel so disappointed, angry and disgusted with myself, why am I like that? I am a bad person! What will others think of me.. I dont wanna give ppl wrong impression!!
Still trying to find myself, the real me, so as to guide to the real way, to change for the better. To become a more desirable person (haha)! Because I am not perfect! HHAHAHA still learning and picking up.. which is a significant learning point of my life journey. Why am i being so poignant haha
Because i realised that i can have two different personalities at two different places at any one time.. Wah!
After some wondering thoughts randomly and thinking about it, yea so random right. So the purpose of this entry is to remind my constantly about what am I supposed to do.. Hahaha!
POSTNOTE: This is not an emo post. This is original literary work from yours truely. This is not trageted specifically at something or someone. This person here is perfectly alright, just that she wants to write it down here to remember it because this is her blog! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
AND I AM LATE FOR MY GUZHENG LESSON!!!!!!! BYE!
07 April, 2009
you can say life is a long journey, but it also can be an abrupt one too.
how fragile is life?
RIP, M's mommy..
