31 January, 2007
whoo
43 pages of slides on solvent extraction leh, then one page got 2 slides, so..
grand total of slides to study: 86!
I HAVENT STARTED ON THAT YET!!
woah i can die liao, midnight oil burn burn burn...
hahahaha jiahwa yea i will stand up tall tall! i must grow taller than 152 cm!!!!!!!
mental note:
MUST go to the hairdresser's tmr after the paper
24 January, 2007
Life is fragile, cherish what you got.
No matter how many times this sentence has been said/printed/written, you will fully understand it until u experience yourself.
... I finally understood it today.
My 2nd uncle, my dad’s older brother, my grandma’s son, passed away at around 9pm today due to an accident. The feelings I felt when I received the news, was beyond what words can describe. A mixture of shock, surprise, confusion and sadness, I broke down the very moment. We were not that close, but really, it shocked the hell out of me..
His health was failing, and while driving passengers, he felt really unwell (heart attack i suppose, need to do a post-mortem first) and knocked into a lorry in punggol. His heartbeat stopped while on the ambulance.
I rushed down to the hospital with my dad. I didn’t go in the see my uncle’s body, because I couldn’t muster the courage to do so. Again, I cried the moment I reached the indentification room, I just couldn’t go in, i am too scared.. I just stood there and listen to aunt talk about uncle, and what happened before the accident. All I can do was to sit there and give my cousin moral support..
And it was the first time, i saw my daddy, a
da nan ren, cry...
My grandma told me, take care of your health. She said even when dogs and cats die you will feel sad, not to mention about this.. I teared upon hearing these words. First it was my 4th uncle, then my grandfather, then now my 2nd uncle.. like the saying 白发人送黑发人 (bai fa ren song hei fa ren), I guess the feeling is really traumatic, and my grandmother probably felt numb by now, but in fact she is crying inside. She tried hard not to cry while i cried freely as if my tears were free, i really admire her. Popo, sorry for what i did these 18 years which made u mad or sad, sorry sorry! i will change!
If he could be saved, things will be much different, really so much different...........
The reason I wanna write this down, is to make me remember today, and that life is very fragile, please don’t play with it as if it was a toy, and thinking that once this toy is broken, you can get a new one. NO! Life is not something you can play with it as u wish. You can be eating cup noodles like what i did just now, and the next moment a call comes and then boom! comes the news. Or something like that to turn your life upside down, or to make your loved ones grieve.
Thus, there are some things that i am doing now that i wanna reconsider doing, or slow down the process, to take my time. I wanna cherish those people who loves delphine. I wanna make my life the fullest as it can be. In case, some day, there would be an abrupt stop to my life, which might leave regrets.. I want no regrets. I shall learn to take my life seriously from now on, and not to force things head on which will, if done overboard, will do some damages to my life that are irreversible (ie the dieting haha!).
And also i wanna be a good daughter/friend.. Sorry mom, for what i did to you today. Dad, next time try not to drink so much. Grandma, don't be sad, live healthily, genki-desu-ka! Darlene Hong PLEASE CLEAR YOUR TABLE WHEN YOU COME BACK FROM CAMP!! Haha Delphine Hong, please start studying for exams NOWWWW..
Clariss, jiayou! i will always be there for you..
Sexy four/ Lucky six i will be there for you..
GG15 i will always be there for you..
The 9 faggots i will always be there for you..
Like i said..
Life indeed, is fragile. cherish what u have got.I will be busy with the funeral this and that, but i also will study! ALL MODULES MUST PASS! WHOO!
Tomorrow daddy's going to the hospital to collect the body, and handle the funeral arrangements. I shall join them in the evening after i do some studying with the faggots and the bloody GEMS test!
Guys, i fell down even further, i will not break down, i will get back to my feet on my own, soon........
Don't mind can give me one handsome shuai ge i also don't mind! Lol
reflections
I don't know whether what i did today was right.
It wasn't usual of delphine to do such a thing.
I felt really bad right after i did it, but it was the only way to put and end to everything, to forget everything, to forget you.
The ending has more or less been anticipated, so what for i carry on waiting like this? Maybe its really time put and end to this.
In the future, i shall not feel awkward or wierd, and will not feel sad, everything will be back to normal.
I wish u all the best.
I feel sad, but will pick myself up! Its time to start anew again... GO GO GO!
bloody retainers
19 January, 2007
KNN...
God bless me, oh 上天保佑...
I LOST MY RETAINERS AGAIN!! THE SECOND TIME!!!!
$%*)@#%)#@$(*(!*@#!!!!!
wrapped it with tissue while eating and then down there jiahwa was like "eh remember to take ah, later forget to take, i lost my retainers like that 3 times"
wah siala, so zun, i forgot to take it!
250 bucks again, got to make a new one, and i can feel my teeth shifting out again...
..SIAN!!
let's 迈向美丽新世界 li wenyi and polly leong! hahaa
concert!
12 January, 2007
concert
08 January, 2007
hahaha the concert is over!
first ever concert which i had to run here run there, do this do that, chiong like siao, even the esplanade concert i just sit there shake leg only! LOL
immediately after the concert after supper, i came home with a sore throat, body aches, high fever and not to mention,
a sexy voice~and somemore got three test papers smiling at me throughout this wk..
what a way to start sch! SIAN! :(
haha pictures tmr!, shall go slp now.
i shall forget about everything, and not think so much anymore.
i shall be free from thoughts, for i am not entitled to such a privilege..
i won't happen to me. even it would,
i hope one day, one fine day...
duh
04 January, 2007
HAPPY 2007 to everyone, yo brothers and sisters~
shall continue blogging when i have the mood.
HAHAHAHAHA
31 January, 2007
whoo
43 pages of slides on solvent extraction leh, then one page got 2 slides, so..
grand total of slides to study: 86!
I HAVENT STARTED ON THAT YET!!
woah i can die liao, midnight oil burn burn burn...
hahahaha jiahwa yea i will stand up tall tall! i must grow taller than 152 cm!!!!!!!
mental note:
MUST go to the hairdresser's tmr after the paper
24 January, 2007
Life is fragile, cherish what you got.
No matter how many times this sentence has been said/printed/written, you will fully understand it until u experience yourself.
... I finally understood it today.
My 2nd uncle, my dad’s older brother, my grandma’s son, passed away at around 9pm today due to an accident. The feelings I felt when I received the news, was beyond what words can describe. A mixture of shock, surprise, confusion and sadness, I broke down the very moment. We were not that close, but really, it shocked the hell out of me..
His health was failing, and while driving passengers, he felt really unwell (heart attack i suppose, need to do a post-mortem first) and knocked into a lorry in punggol. His heartbeat stopped while on the ambulance.
I rushed down to the hospital with my dad. I didn’t go in the see my uncle’s body, because I couldn’t muster the courage to do so. Again, I cried the moment I reached the indentification room, I just couldn’t go in, i am too scared.. I just stood there and listen to aunt talk about uncle, and what happened before the accident. All I can do was to sit there and give my cousin moral support..
And it was the first time, i saw my daddy, a
da nan ren, cry...
My grandma told me, take care of your health. She said even when dogs and cats die you will feel sad, not to mention about this.. I teared upon hearing these words. First it was my 4th uncle, then my grandfather, then now my 2nd uncle.. like the saying 白发人送黑发人 (bai fa ren song hei fa ren), I guess the feeling is really traumatic, and my grandmother probably felt numb by now, but in fact she is crying inside. She tried hard not to cry while i cried freely as if my tears were free, i really admire her. Popo, sorry for what i did these 18 years which made u mad or sad, sorry sorry! i will change!
If he could be saved, things will be much different, really so much different...........
The reason I wanna write this down, is to make me remember today, and that life is very fragile, please don’t play with it as if it was a toy, and thinking that once this toy is broken, you can get a new one. NO! Life is not something you can play with it as u wish. You can be eating cup noodles like what i did just now, and the next moment a call comes and then boom! comes the news. Or something like that to turn your life upside down, or to make your loved ones grieve.
Thus, there are some things that i am doing now that i wanna reconsider doing, or slow down the process, to take my time. I wanna cherish those people who loves delphine. I wanna make my life the fullest as it can be. In case, some day, there would be an abrupt stop to my life, which might leave regrets.. I want no regrets. I shall learn to take my life seriously from now on, and not to force things head on which will, if done overboard, will do some damages to my life that are irreversible (ie the dieting haha!).
And also i wanna be a good daughter/friend.. Sorry mom, for what i did to you today. Dad, next time try not to drink so much. Grandma, don't be sad, live healthily, genki-desu-ka! Darlene Hong PLEASE CLEAR YOUR TABLE WHEN YOU COME BACK FROM CAMP!! Haha Delphine Hong, please start studying for exams NOWWWW..
Clariss, jiayou! i will always be there for you..
Sexy four/ Lucky six i will be there for you..
GG15 i will always be there for you..
The 9 faggots i will always be there for you..
Like i said..
Life indeed, is fragile. cherish what u have got.I will be busy with the funeral this and that, but i also will study! ALL MODULES MUST PASS! WHOO!
Tomorrow daddy's going to the hospital to collect the body, and handle the funeral arrangements. I shall join them in the evening after i do some studying with the faggots and the bloody GEMS test!
Guys, i fell down even further, i will not break down, i will get back to my feet on my own, soon........
Don't mind can give me one handsome shuai ge i also don't mind! Lol
reflections
I don't know whether what i did today was right.
It wasn't usual of delphine to do such a thing.
I felt really bad right after i did it, but it was the only way to put and end to everything, to forget everything, to forget you.
The ending has more or less been anticipated, so what for i carry on waiting like this? Maybe its really time put and end to this.
In the future, i shall not feel awkward or wierd, and will not feel sad, everything will be back to normal.
I wish u all the best.
I feel sad, but will pick myself up! Its time to start anew again... GO GO GO!
bloody retainers
19 January, 2007
KNN...
God bless me, oh 上天保佑...
I LOST MY RETAINERS AGAIN!! THE SECOND TIME!!!!
$%*)@#%)#@$(*(!*@#!!!!!
wrapped it with tissue while eating and then down there jiahwa was like "eh remember to take ah, later forget to take, i lost my retainers like that 3 times"
wah siala, so zun, i forgot to take it!
250 bucks again, got to make a new one, and i can feel my teeth shifting out again...
..SIAN!!
let's 迈向美丽新世界 li wenyi and polly leong! hahaa
concert!
12 January, 2007
concert
08 January, 2007
hahaha the concert is over!
first ever concert which i had to run here run there, do this do that, chiong like siao, even the esplanade concert i just sit there shake leg only! LOL
immediately after the concert after supper, i came home with a sore throat, body aches, high fever and not to mention,
a sexy voice~and somemore got three test papers smiling at me throughout this wk..
what a way to start sch! SIAN! :(
haha pictures tmr!, shall go slp now.
i shall forget about everything, and not think so much anymore.
i shall be free from thoughts, for i am not entitled to such a privilege..
i won't happen to me. even it would,
i hope one day, one fine day...
duh
04 January, 2007
HAPPY 2007 to everyone, yo brothers and sisters~
shall continue blogging when i have the mood.
HAHAHAHAHA
whose sexy legs?
its jiahwa's haha
1 2 3 4 5 6
xian took this. super tyco la hahaha!! for someone who dunno how use cam one can take macro shots! LOL
walao i already wear 3 inch heels also cannot see my face, knn.. i got so short meh! ='(
after hair and the makeup.. lol
as usual i am the shortest
...LOL
slurp