19 April, 2009
I am not perfect, and I know that. I do not have the looks and the body (HAHA the vanity!). I know that there are certain actions/things are already deemed inappropriate and are being frowned upon. You are suppposed to refrain from doing it, so as to set an example, to feel good with yourself, blah blah.. and yet
subconsciously I am doing it. No good.. and it makes me feel so disappointed, angry and disgusted with myself, why am I like that? I am a bad person! What will others think of me.. I dont wanna give ppl wrong impression!!
Still trying to find myself, the real me, so as to guide to the real way, to change for the better. To become a more desirable person (haha)! Because I am not perfect! HHAHAHA still learning and picking up.. which is a significant learning point of my life journey. Why am i being so poignant haha
Because i realised that i can have two different personalities at two different places at any one time.. Wah!
After some wondering thoughts randomly and thinking about it, yea so random right. So the purpose of this entry is to remind my constantly about what am I supposed to do.. Hahaha!
POSTNOTE: This is not an emo post. This is original literary work from yours truely. This is not trageted specifically at something or someone. This person here is perfectly alright, just that she wants to write it down here to remember it because this is her blog! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
AND I AM LATE FOR MY GUZHENG LESSON!!!!!!! BYE!
19 April, 2009
I am not perfect, and I know that. I do not have the looks and the body (HAHA the vanity!). I know that there are certain actions/things are already deemed inappropriate and are being frowned upon. You are suppposed to refrain from doing it, so as to set an example, to feel good with yourself, blah blah.. and yet
subconsciously I am doing it. No good.. and it makes me feel so disappointed, angry and disgusted with myself, why am I like that? I am a bad person! What will others think of me.. I dont wanna give ppl wrong impression!!
Still trying to find myself, the real me, so as to guide to the real way, to change for the better. To become a more desirable person (haha)! Because I am not perfect! HHAHAHA still learning and picking up.. which is a significant learning point of my life journey. Why am i being so poignant haha
Because i realised that i can have two different personalities at two different places at any one time.. Wah!
After some wondering thoughts randomly and thinking about it, yea so random right. So the purpose of this entry is to remind my constantly about what am I supposed to do.. Hahaha!
POSTNOTE: This is not an emo post. This is original literary work from yours truely. This is not trageted specifically at something or someone. This person here is perfectly alright, just that she wants to write it down here to remember it because this is her blog! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
AND I AM LATE FOR MY GUZHENG LESSON!!!!!!! BYE!
