24 January, 2007
Life is fragile, cherish what you got.
No matter how many times this sentence has been said/printed/written, you will fully understand it until u experience yourself.
... I finally understood it today.
My 2nd uncle, my dad’s older brother, my grandma’s son, passed away at around 9pm today due to an accident. The feelings I felt when I received the news, was beyond what words can describe. A mixture of shock, surprise, confusion and sadness, I broke down the very moment. We were not that close, but really, it shocked the hell out of me..
His health was failing, and while driving passengers, he felt really unwell (heart attack i suppose, need to do a post-mortem first) and knocked into a lorry in punggol. His heartbeat stopped while on the ambulance.
I rushed down to the hospital with my dad. I didn’t go in the see my uncle’s body, because I couldn’t muster the courage to do so. Again, I cried the moment I reached the indentification room, I just couldn’t go in, i am too scared.. I just stood there and listen to aunt talk about uncle, and what happened before the accident. All I can do was to sit there and give my cousin moral support..
And it was the first time, i saw my daddy, a
da nan ren, cry...
My grandma told me, take care of your health. She said even when dogs and cats die you will feel sad, not to mention about this.. I teared upon hearing these words. First it was my 4th uncle, then my grandfather, then now my 2nd uncle.. like the saying 白发人送黑发人 (bai fa ren song hei fa ren), I guess the feeling is really traumatic, and my grandmother probably felt numb by now, but in fact she is crying inside. She tried hard not to cry while i cried freely as if my tears were free, i really admire her. Popo, sorry for what i did these 18 years which made u mad or sad, sorry sorry! i will change!
If he could be saved, things will be much different, really so much different...........
The reason I wanna write this down, is to make me remember today, and that life is very fragile, please don’t play with it as if it was a toy, and thinking that once this toy is broken, you can get a new one. NO! Life is not something you can play with it as u wish. You can be eating cup noodles like what i did just now, and the next moment a call comes and then boom! comes the news. Or something like that to turn your life upside down, or to make your loved ones grieve.
Thus, there are some things that i am doing now that i wanna reconsider doing, or slow down the process, to take my time. I wanna cherish those people who loves delphine. I wanna make my life the fullest as it can be. In case, some day, there would be an abrupt stop to my life, which might leave regrets.. I want no regrets. I shall learn to take my life seriously from now on, and not to force things head on which will, if done overboard, will do some damages to my life that are irreversible (ie the dieting haha!).
And also i wanna be a good daughter/friend.. Sorry mom, for what i did to you today. Dad, next time try not to drink so much. Grandma, don't be sad, live healthily, genki-desu-ka! Darlene Hong PLEASE CLEAR YOUR TABLE WHEN YOU COME BACK FROM CAMP!! Haha Delphine Hong, please start studying for exams NOWWWW..
Clariss, jiayou! i will always be there for you..
Sexy four/ Lucky six i will be there for you..
GG15 i will always be there for you..
The 9 faggots i will always be there for you..
Like i said..
Life indeed, is fragile. cherish what u have got.I will be busy with the funeral this and that, but i also will study! ALL MODULES MUST PASS! WHOO!
Tomorrow daddy's going to the hospital to collect the body, and handle the funeral arrangements. I shall join them in the evening after i do some studying with the faggots and the bloody GEMS test!
Guys, i fell down even further, i will not break down, i will get back to my feet on my own, soon........
Don't mind can give me one handsome shuai ge i also don't mind! Lol
24 January, 2007
Life is fragile, cherish what you got.
No matter how many times this sentence has been said/printed/written, you will fully understand it until u experience yourself.
... I finally understood it today.
My 2nd uncle, my dad’s older brother, my grandma’s son, passed away at around 9pm today due to an accident. The feelings I felt when I received the news, was beyond what words can describe. A mixture of shock, surprise, confusion and sadness, I broke down the very moment. We were not that close, but really, it shocked the hell out of me..
His health was failing, and while driving passengers, he felt really unwell (heart attack i suppose, need to do a post-mortem first) and knocked into a lorry in punggol. His heartbeat stopped while on the ambulance.
I rushed down to the hospital with my dad. I didn’t go in the see my uncle’s body, because I couldn’t muster the courage to do so. Again, I cried the moment I reached the indentification room, I just couldn’t go in, i am too scared.. I just stood there and listen to aunt talk about uncle, and what happened before the accident. All I can do was to sit there and give my cousin moral support..
And it was the first time, i saw my daddy, a
da nan ren, cry...
My grandma told me, take care of your health. She said even when dogs and cats die you will feel sad, not to mention about this.. I teared upon hearing these words. First it was my 4th uncle, then my grandfather, then now my 2nd uncle.. like the saying 白发人送黑发人 (bai fa ren song hei fa ren), I guess the feeling is really traumatic, and my grandmother probably felt numb by now, but in fact she is crying inside. She tried hard not to cry while i cried freely as if my tears were free, i really admire her. Popo, sorry for what i did these 18 years which made u mad or sad, sorry sorry! i will change!
If he could be saved, things will be much different, really so much different...........
The reason I wanna write this down, is to make me remember today, and that life is very fragile, please don’t play with it as if it was a toy, and thinking that once this toy is broken, you can get a new one. NO! Life is not something you can play with it as u wish. You can be eating cup noodles like what i did just now, and the next moment a call comes and then boom! comes the news. Or something like that to turn your life upside down, or to make your loved ones grieve.
Thus, there are some things that i am doing now that i wanna reconsider doing, or slow down the process, to take my time. I wanna cherish those people who loves delphine. I wanna make my life the fullest as it can be. In case, some day, there would be an abrupt stop to my life, which might leave regrets.. I want no regrets. I shall learn to take my life seriously from now on, and not to force things head on which will, if done overboard, will do some damages to my life that are irreversible (ie the dieting haha!).
And also i wanna be a good daughter/friend.. Sorry mom, for what i did to you today. Dad, next time try not to drink so much. Grandma, don't be sad, live healthily, genki-desu-ka! Darlene Hong PLEASE CLEAR YOUR TABLE WHEN YOU COME BACK FROM CAMP!! Haha Delphine Hong, please start studying for exams NOWWWW..
Clariss, jiayou! i will always be there for you..
Sexy four/ Lucky six i will be there for you..
GG15 i will always be there for you..
The 9 faggots i will always be there for you..
Like i said..
Life indeed, is fragile. cherish what u have got.I will be busy with the funeral this and that, but i also will study! ALL MODULES MUST PASS! WHOO!
Tomorrow daddy's going to the hospital to collect the body, and handle the funeral arrangements. I shall join them in the evening after i do some studying with the faggots and the bloody GEMS test!
Guys, i fell down even further, i will not break down, i will get back to my feet on my own, soon........
Don't mind can give me one handsome shuai ge i also don't mind! Lol
