treasure what u have NOW.
22 August, 2005
hmm.
i guess i stil feel a lil' disappointed after all.
wells, i don't know what to say...
as quoted from kexin's blog:
"treasure and be treasured..."
which i find it true now.
i guess lao shi probably thinks that if we can't make it,
he can always find more people to replace us.
or maybe he wanted to spur us on by being harsh,
but little did he know that this will not help...
i still remember on sat when i went mbs to help him with kexin...
in the end, he still gave us that attitude.
it makes me feel that we are not being appreciated at all.
in the past, when this happens,
i'll just put on a black sour face and give him attitude.
but now...
i just feel disappointed.
no point being pissed.
maybe i'm childish to say all this.
but 10 yrs of guzheng...
and this still happens.
is it because of rivalry?
is it because of someone who wants everything to be for him/her only?
is it because of that someone who wants us to give up?
so that he/she will get everything?
thurs i'm gonna go there of lessons.
that day will be the judgement day.
if it still persists,
its "over".
and i will fight back.
treasure what u have NOW.
22 August, 2005
hmm.
i guess i stil feel a lil' disappointed after all.
wells, i don't know what to say...
as quoted from kexin's blog:
"treasure and be treasured..."
which i find it true now.
i guess lao shi probably thinks that if we can't make it,
he can always find more people to replace us.
or maybe he wanted to spur us on by being harsh,
but little did he know that this will not help...
i still remember on sat when i went mbs to help him with kexin...
in the end, he still gave us that attitude.
it makes me feel that we are not being appreciated at all.
in the past, when this happens,
i'll just put on a black sour face and give him attitude.
but now...
i just feel disappointed.
no point being pissed.
maybe i'm childish to say all this.
but 10 yrs of guzheng...
and this still happens.
is it because of rivalry?
is it because of someone who wants everything to be for him/her only?
is it because of that someone who wants us to give up?
so that he/she will get everything?
thurs i'm gonna go there of lessons.
that day will be the judgement day.
if it still persists,
its "over".
and i will fight back.
