i LOVE my braces. =)
08 May, 2005
just went to the dentist's.
i can take out my braces soon.
either in june or july.
yay! 1 mth more to go.
can't wait to see my new
straight teeth.
=)
at least this is a happy note.
okay, i'm gonna bitch below.
not about anyone,
but myself.
if you think its not gd for u,
come tell me,
better still don't read it.
i really can't stand it anymore.
i'm sick and tired.
very tired.
people around me keep telling me to work hard.
i did.
but they can't take my shortcomings.
i've been trying to change.
but some people just doesn't look at it that way.
i've been trying to control my emotions (or temper),
but they goes aroung telling people i am a DIVA.
you know? listening to this makes me sad.
i
USED to be the spoilt brat when i was little,
but not now,
so stop assuming.
btw, i'm telling you that i SO SO DON'T STARE.
at least for no good reason.
i don't just stare for NOTHING.
i admit, my eyes are big (too big),
and i look at the people on my sides when they're talking
but that doesn't mean i stare,
or
diao.
whatever.
so frm now on, if you see me with my eyes too big,
tell me,
i will change
squint my eyes haha
you know, i always wanted to be the real ME.
the REAL delphine.
the crappy, burpy, loud me in school.
don't believe me? ask Ging Gang 15
or any of my sch friends,
better still, read my friendster testimonials.
it says it all.
but i just just can't do it there.
its
so not appropriate.
i can't be jokey all the time.
people will think i'm rude.
that's why i'll rather keep bloody quiet than shout.
when i joke, all i get is cold stares.
but in school, pple actually CRAP back
*waves to GG15*
i am trying,
will continue trying
to change.
u know, it all takes time
i really don't know when the revelation will come
and i'll be
free.
when?
i don't know
i LOVE my braces. =)
08 May, 2005
just went to the dentist's.
i can take out my braces soon.
either in june or july.
yay! 1 mth more to go.
can't wait to see my new
straight teeth.
=)
at least this is a happy note.
okay, i'm gonna bitch below.
not about anyone,
but myself.
if you think its not gd for u,
come tell me,
better still don't read it.
i really can't stand it anymore.
i'm sick and tired.
very tired.
people around me keep telling me to work hard.
i did.
but they can't take my shortcomings.
i've been trying to change.
but some people just doesn't look at it that way.
i've been trying to control my emotions (or temper),
but they goes aroung telling people i am a DIVA.
you know? listening to this makes me sad.
i
USED to be the spoilt brat when i was little,
but not now,
so stop assuming.
btw, i'm telling you that i SO SO DON'T STARE.
at least for no good reason.
i don't just stare for NOTHING.
i admit, my eyes are big (too big),
and i look at the people on my sides when they're talking
but that doesn't mean i stare,
or
diao.
whatever.
so frm now on, if you see me with my eyes too big,
tell me,
i will change
squint my eyes haha
you know, i always wanted to be the real ME.
the REAL delphine.
the crappy, burpy, loud me in school.
don't believe me? ask Ging Gang 15
or any of my sch friends,
better still, read my friendster testimonials.
it says it all.
but i just just can't do it there.
its
so not appropriate.
i can't be jokey all the time.
people will think i'm rude.
that's why i'll rather keep bloody quiet than shout.
when i joke, all i get is cold stares.
but in school, pple actually CRAP back
*waves to GG15*
i am trying,
will continue trying
to change.
u know, it all takes time
i really don't know when the revelation will come
and i'll be
free.
when?
i don't know
